Am I Ready?
NO.
I'm not taking full responsibility of my life. YET.
For I'm willing to do so, but there are still issues
that are holding me back - issues which I allow to hold
me back or issues I created to hold me back:
LAZINESS
- I'm lazy. I don't like to work, don't like to answer
the knock on my door, don't like to dance with everything
that comes into my life.
FEELING
A VICTIM - Of course I know I have to get over it, but
still feeling a victim sometimes, don't like the energy
of the old earth and the energy of some people. Although
I'm willing to love humanity.
BEING
BIPOLAR - Switching between both sides of duality, allowing
all the energies to come in. I know they are not mine,
I'm only feeling them. But knowing I have many days
off in my life is holding me back in living my full
potential.
I'VE
DONE ENOUGH - This is the key of my laziness and my
victimhood. I'm tired. I've done enough. It was tough
and I don't want any more tough work.
WAITING
- I don't know what to do. I'm still waiting for that
invitation to come. From someone who speaks to the qualities
I have so I can finally show myself to the world. (And
I don't want to accept this invitation coming from Tobias….
so I guess I can wait forever, until I invite myself!)
WAITING
- For my team, because I don't feel like operating on
my own.
I'm
willing to take full responsibility for my life, to
step out of all these issues and to go further. For
I see very clearly that's the only way. So I'm also
wondering how can I let myself truly, fully,
100% say yes to my life?
Of
course by trusting, by eating the other half of the
elephant and most of all - by ENJOYING life!
For…
LAZINESS - Is not a problem. I don't have to work, I
only have to stay in my joy, and in joy answer the knock
on my door, and dance which everything that comes into
my life.
FEELING
A VICTIM - Is not a problem anymore. When I'm in my
joy, I don't feel a victim, and my life is just gorgeous.
Then there is so much love for me and my life that everyone
is laughing at me, and there are no irritating moments,
for I don't irritate myself.
BEING
BIPOLAR - Switching between both sides of duality, allowing
all the energies to come in, is no problem at all. It's
celebrating both sides of duality, knowing they will
come together. It IS living my full potential.
I'VE
DONE ENOUGH - Yes, I have. So I don't have to DO anything
anymore, I just have to BE. I can rest. I can sit down
and enjoy. I can hang around and be free. It doesn't
have to be tough any more.
WAITING
- Is not a problem. If I don't know what to do, I just
do nothing. I just know when the invitation comes from
deep within, from myself and then I go for it. It doesn't
have to be as structured and organized as I was used
to. It can be chaotic and joyful, as all the things
I did from deep within.
WAITING
- For my team, because I don't feel like operating on
my own. This is ok. One time I operate alone, other
time I operate with others. It doesn't have to be the
same team every time. And my celestial team is always
standing by.
So
am I ready? Can I also be ready and not ready at the
same time? I guess I AM ready, but I do not always choose
to be. At that moment I'm as silly as silly humans can
be! So the best I can do is laugh at myself, and allow
myself to make a few silly mistakes, and to be in a
few silly irresponsible moments, knowing I will just
grow into it!
Nora
Netherlands
http://www.shaumbraforums.com/ccc/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=2550
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Feeling
New Energy
This
new energy is a very weird thing - so alive and like....
it's like I am mineral water and the new energy is like....
it makes me a sparkling mineral water, with really a
lot of bubbles.
Lukki
Poland
http://www.shaumbraforums.com/ccc/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=2519
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Influenza
Opportunity
Dear
Shaumbra, this is the first time I ever use the board.
I am Mexican, living in Mexico, experiencing this unbelievable
experience of the swine flu. I've heard and read all
kinds of conspiracy theories, and I realized that even
if any of them may be true, it doesn't matter. This
event, as I see it from here, is the manifestation of
fear, as many of you have said, but it has also provided
many people with the chance to stop for a while. At
first, it is hard to stop, but I'm feeling some people
are taking this time to think (and feel in their own
way) what is going on in their lives. I've also seen
the world alert as a sign of how leaders don’t
know what to do, as Tobias said.
All
I know is that it is the time for all of us to become
what we are here to be, as each one chooses to. We are
here to bring in potentials, to open up our consciousness
so that anyone, leader or not, who is searching for
answers and ideas, can tap into it. We can stay away
from adding our consciousness into drama, but we also
can open new spaces for those who are looking. Earth
is home, we are home and here to become the message
of ourselves. Let's use it, not only for the disease,
but for every area in our human lives which may benefit
from all this turmoil. Love to all.
Virgilia
Mexico
http://www.shaumbraforums.com/ccc/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=2458
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Joy
Thank
you for sharing your experience with joy.
I
myself came to discover the simplicity and efficiency
of focusing on joy right after the quantum leap, which
I feel helped to accelerate my final awakening 3 months
later. It now helps me keep life simple and experience
and embody the light and love that I am.
With
joy I mean an unconditional state of being, the natural
state of your essence that vibrates in each cell of
you and in every breath you take. It lies in the very
still core of what I call Presence. It is a frequency
of light and it IS.
It
is unlike the feeling we call joy that is conditional:
based on certain experiences (i.e. going to the beach,
having an inspiring meeting, receiving a gift), having
a certain form (smiley me, partying me, funny me, loved
me), or a connection to a certain behavior or expression
(dancing, creating). It actually is the opposite; those
experiences and expressions are born from joy. I find
joy to be at the core of everything. My presence on
this earth in this body in this time originates from
joy.
The
only thing we can do is to simply allow it and receive
it. So simple it is. There are different ways to allow
it or focus on it and embody more of it. We could indeed
share our experiences if you still wish. However, you
are already experiencing joy. YOU have the key to your
joy.
I
have the feeling that you find it too simple and therefore
think that it cannot be true, what makes you look for
a methodology. There is no methodology. There are natural
tools. You have so beautifully described it in your
message. You are already using it as your standard technology,
so why not just keeping in that flow and receiving more
of it?
Also,
just like what happened to me, you may be discouraged
by those moments or days in which you do not feel joy.
I noticed that even then I can keep focusing on the
knowingness that I am joy. This knowingness helps to
allow and embrace ALL the feelings you have, just like
you allow and embrace joy. Even if you FEEL different,
you still ARE joy in your essence. It does not mean
that you need to improve yourself and need a methodology
to get better at it.
By
the way ~ who told you that you are new to this? You
are already there. It is you in your core essence.
Ilona
Netherlands
http://www.shaumbraforums.com/ccc/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=2244
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Obituary for A Bored Aspect
Ima
Bored, of the young age of 29, tragically died a slow
and painful death in the early hours of the morning.
The cause of death for Ms. Bored, a former resident
of No-Town USA, was absolute and utter boredom. Her
final words before she died were, "I am bored out
of my mind!"
Ima
Bored had no occupation for several years after quitting
her job at the Bored Factory due to the development
of a rare disease called Expotential Boredomiosis. This
disease continued to grow until ultimately she was bored
to her death.
Ms.
Bored's only living relative is her mother, Ima Aspect,
who gave her up for adoption at a young age. Ms. Bored
grew up at the PartsNPieces Orphanage and had no friends,
hobbies, or interests.
During
the last stretch of her life, Ima Bored attended a local
No-Town church and desperately prayed for her disease
to be cured, but unfortunately God wasn't listening.
If
you have known Ima Bored and would like to attend her
funeral to see her buried for good, the service will
be held at the Church of Aspectology, located on Freedom
Road, at Now-o'clock.
May
she rest in peace.
Becky
USA
http://www.shaumbraforums.com/ccc/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=2309
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